He sat there, keeping his distance from the other mostly because he was sure the other needed it. Wanted it. Didn't want him close. He could understand why, really.
"Yeah, I know. More fuckin' powers. More fuck ups. I keep getting them. I don't know what it is I keep getting but I get them. Memory alteration is not something I wanted. And it doesn't make sense to me that the guy jumped off that tower. I said go d it but I didn't alter his memory. And memory is a past thing, not a now things and..."
He growled, running hands over his face. They smelled of burnt copper and oil. God damn it. He had to shut up. Rambling was a hard problem and he did too much of it.
Hiding behind his hands still he heard the pauses here and there. And the fact that he thinks he doesn't trust him. "That's... not it at all. I do trust you." He felt confused on why that was even a question. He didn't... tell the other not because he didn't trust him. He didn't tell him cus he was scared, period. He doesn't do things well when scared.
"I... was trying to tell you. Tried to tell you a few times but things kept happening, then I lost my nerve." It was easier to say he loved the other then to tell him he was a world class ass and fucked with his brain and didn't even realize it.
His voice went softer though, hiding his eyes more down and away. A mumble of "Yeah, well... figured you already... figured that last part out."
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Date: 2014-09-13 04:52 am (UTC)"Yeah, I know. More fuckin' powers. More fuck ups. I keep getting them. I don't know what it is I keep getting but I get them. Memory alteration is not something I wanted. And it doesn't make sense to me that the guy jumped off that tower. I said go d it but I didn't alter his memory. And memory is a past thing, not a now things and..."
He growled, running hands over his face. They smelled of burnt copper and oil. God damn it. He had to shut up. Rambling was a hard problem and he did too much of it.
Hiding behind his hands still he heard the pauses here and there. And the fact that he thinks he doesn't trust him. "That's... not it at all. I do trust you." He felt confused on why that was even a question. He didn't... tell the other not because he didn't trust him. He didn't tell him cus he was scared, period. He doesn't do things well when scared.
"I... was trying to tell you. Tried to tell you a few times but things kept happening, then I lost my nerve." It was easier to say he loved the other then to tell him he was a world class ass and fucked with his brain and didn't even realize it.
His voice went softer though, hiding his eyes more down and away. A mumble of "Yeah, well... figured you already... figured that last part out."