He didn't move at first, just sat there, pressing his nose in his jeans now, letting that stop it. His shirt was a mess, and it would stop; here shortly. Some day he would be able to just pretend it didn't hurt and it wouldn't. That would be nice.
"I mean that guy... that jumped off SERO tower?" He said, wondering if the other saw the news some time back, if not he had it saved in guilt. He blinked as he heard 'here' and looked up at him. He frowned, then reached out to grab the tissues, dropping back again and rubbing at his nose, eyes down. "I think I told him to do it."
And because he said it the words just kept coming. "He was picking on someone the night before and I stepped in and there was an arguement and I got all angry and said shit I didn't want to say and told him to Jump off the SERO tower for all i care, and the next day there was that and the guy was the same guy, I swear."
His hand and the tissue rubbed at his face, eyes closed.
"So yeah... figured it out then. Figured it out and freaked out and realized it wasn't the first time and then realized you were and that didn't stand well for me and then I realized that I couldn't be trusted and there was no way you guys could, because who knows if I've done it before or not. This could be a major problem, and it's not me avoiding you because I don't... cus I don't.... I'm not avoiding you because I don't love you or something, but because I don't ever want to do that to you again and I don't know what would set it off."
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"I mean that guy... that jumped off SERO tower?" He said, wondering if the other saw the news some time back, if not he had it saved in guilt. He blinked as he heard 'here' and looked up at him. He frowned, then reached out to grab the tissues, dropping back again and rubbing at his nose, eyes down. "I think I told him to do it."
And because he said it the words just kept coming. "He was picking on someone the night before and I stepped in and there was an arguement and I got all angry and said shit I didn't want to say and told him to Jump off the SERO tower for all i care, and the next day there was that and the guy was the same guy, I swear."
His hand and the tissue rubbed at his face, eyes closed.
"So yeah... figured it out then. Figured it out and freaked out and realized it wasn't the first time and then realized you were and that didn't stand well for me and then I realized that I couldn't be trusted and there was no way you guys could, because who knows if I've done it before or not. This could be a major problem, and it's not me avoiding you because I don't... cus I don't.... I'm not avoiding you because I don't love you or something, but because I don't ever want to do that to you again and I don't know what would set it off."