mademyhell: (Fuck my life I hate me)
Terrance 'Trauma' Ward ([personal profile] mademyhell) wrote in [personal profile] thecrowingtobe 2012-08-16 03:47 am (UTC)

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[Well. Officially in a land Terry knows all too well. Really too well. It's probably good Claudio can't see him right at the moment because he knows he doesn't counter the stricken look fast enough, and can't quite get back to normal or something approaching it fast enough. Sometimes, he remembers how alike they can be, and sometimes, that just fucking hurts.

He wouldn't wish the way he feels on anybody.
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My mom's in a mental hospital. Because of me. [It's out before he really knows he's said it, and he knows, with as close as they are, Claudio can probably feel him tense up. But now that he's started, he keeps going because he knows how this feels. These kinds of fuck ups, they always happen to the people you're close to. Like when he attacked Jinx. Like with mom. Hell, when the powers went batshit, he'd attacked Claudio, too. So yeah. He knew.] We...We were fighting. Over something stupid. Lost control. Showed her what she was-.....woke up, and she wouldn't stop screaming.

[His voice cracks, and he stops, because, that's not the point. That's not the fucking point. It's not about a fucking pity party. He doesn't deserve it. Facts. Continue. Right. He sounds a little less stable as he goes on, though he does recover.]

What I've got? It's dangerous. It can- There's nothing good in this. And if I can train it, so can you. Now you know it's there, and we just figure it out. Like you'd train anything else.

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