[Trauma was quiet for a long moment, looking down at the floor over his arms. There was going to hit a point where the overthinking was going to be a problem, but fuck if he was going to worry about that when clearly it wasn't his biggest problem.There was so much crap he needed to figure out, but the twenty questions route was only so helpful.
And, really, Claudio had kind of hit the nail on the head. When your problem actually includes the person you'd go to, to talk about any of this mess, then you clearly needed more friends. ....Fuck. Never saying that one out loud, in case Jinx heard him. Didn't need to know she was right. Encouraging her wasn't a good idea on this one.
He'd covered the 'long story short' version of this, already. It shouldn't be that hard to figure out, but he kept tripping up over the 'Why' aspect. And every time he tripped over the why, he got more irritated because the answer he'd been given wasn't enough to shut up his head, but knowing Claudio, he wasn't going to get better, and he shouldn't expect it or need it. This was something he hadn't known he'd had an hour ago, the fact that he couldn't quantify it shouldn't hurt his head so damn much.
Trauma sighed heavily and put his head down. Some days, he really did not know how to exist in his own head.]
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And, really, Claudio had kind of hit the nail on the head. When your problem actually includes the person you'd go to, to talk about any of this mess, then you clearly needed more friends. ....Fuck. Never saying that one out loud, in case Jinx heard him. Didn't need to know she was right. Encouraging her wasn't a good idea on this one.
He'd covered the 'long story short' version of this, already. It shouldn't be that hard to figure out, but he kept tripping up over the 'Why' aspect. And every time he tripped over the why, he got more irritated because the answer he'd been given wasn't enough to shut up his head, but knowing Claudio, he wasn't going to get better, and he shouldn't expect it or need it. This was something he hadn't known he'd had an hour ago, the fact that he couldn't quantify it shouldn't hurt his head so damn much.
Trauma sighed heavily and put his head down. Some days, he really did not know how to exist in his own head.]