[This conversation. He didn't want this conversation. He looked frustrated, and he was NOT looking at the guy, at all. Anywhere but.]

Yeah. No... wait, I don't know. I don't know. I just... I guess figured it out one day. Then a few days later you were ... dead. Okay? Sorry. I don't want to... us I mean. Fuck with that. It's just ... [his hands both ran over his forehead as he breathed out "Oh god this was a bad idea..." and pushed his hands through his hair]

Just... please forget I said anything....