http://thecrowingtobe.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] thecrowingtobe.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] thecrowingtobe 2011-01-02 01:40 am (UTC)

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[He ground the heel of his palm into his forehead, rubbing in that frustrated, annoyed and slightly pained way, like the mental break was hitting him again. The crazy feel of having a voice in his head was one thing, the feel of losing his temper on the one person he really needed to not? That bothered him more.]

[As did the feeling that that one person he shouldn't be losing his temper on fully doesn't believe he can handle himself out there and sounded FAR TOO MUCH like the voice in the back of his damn head? It really bothered him a moment.]

[Should. Not. Bother. Him!]

[But for some reason it did. He wanted to say he wasn't a child anymore, but that was something a child said. Frustrated, especially after hearing what Trauma just said now? He growled out]


Nows different then before!

[And he winked out, oddly for just a moment as he stood, and then... back in again. The effect making it look like he was sitting one moment and standing the next. He opened his mouth to say something else, looking down at the other boy. Paced two steps, closed his mouth and in a frustrated growl... blinked out again. Silent as he stormed through the bedroom door.]

[He didn't LEAVE though, but he went to their room, and crashed out on the couch, legs hanging over. It kept telling him, in his head, to not lose his temper, but he wanted to snort, and tell himself that was stupid, because HE always lost his temper. And then his own little voice broke out in a growl, under his hands! Fuck! Talking to ghosts or talking to himself, he couldn't tell which was worse.]

[He said nothing out loud, and just gave up, trying to get his head back into control. Trying to get back into sanity and calm and not wanting to yell or feel like a child again because seriously, this was bullshit. The frustration was killing him]

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